Heaven Sent

I want to explain, instead a smile remains,
Constantly contemplating reasons why
I wanna make you smile enough to make you cry
When trying my mind slows
Is this love? No
But I really don’t know
At this pace we determined its right
Blessing but not disguised
Changed my life, dark to light
Is she it? Maybe
Until then she’s my baby
We go together like pork chops and gravy
Can always make you smile
You return the favor
I Am Sure Simply because
She’s my Angel.
Yes.

Some Things I wrote, nothing special

I want to Close my eyes, feel my heart, the spark, hear silence, feel the time that goes by, open my eyes just to hear you smile.


I want to explain, instead a smile remains, constantly contemplating reasons why, I wanna make you smile enough to make you cry.

Yesterday I Wasnt, Today Show Me

Wishing someone could understand me the way you thought did
The way you loved, the way we lived
Hurting realizations of my mind
Plaguing my rest, sleeping eventually lands with time
Courageous actions on my behalf
You thought one thing I knew another
Half full hour glass
Wouldn’t allow you to smother
Recalling statements and behavior
You should of noticed my intent
I thought you were my savior
Freeing me from slavery, allowing compensation for my labor
Wanting to show you all, without being myself
I feel more pain and disgust today, you thought it was heartfelt
Ball on chain, but I kept the key
Did not allow you to see the receipt
Wishing I should’ve shown you
The prisoner in me was you, we could’ve been at peace
The prisoner in you was love, that thought could not be less true
An underlying dormant fate was predetermined
Your were the victim of my obstacle
The fact was it was not all a fable
My confusion was only apparent when the horse left the stable
True love a statement that is not earned

Instead a gift
In love is what I have left to learn.

3:37 AM

Lives lost in passion
Reminiscent of entrapment
Enemies bled while u slave the masses
Mind colluded in deepness
Seeking for forgiveness
But won't allow your enemy to see such weakness
They were here and you found peace
Not peace of mind; but no sight or sound
Def and blind
Can't remember past 10
Its a blessing to stop at 9
Constantly thinking how u made it this far
With such a frail mind
Losses combined with wins
Thoughts of the slain seep deep within
Time for a change; a rule to bend
Responsibilities gained and some lost
Found honor in paying cost
Permanent changes to all
Lives connected by the actions of your passions
Speak clearly
Don’t run rancid
Be mundane
Not everyone’s loss is another gain
Not every animal can be tamed
Learn to seek the ability to train
Fly without wings
Precipitate without rain
Goals, love, honor.
The lack of pain.

GOALS

Dating back we all have the same goals. Some of us have alternative goals, and lots of short time goals in between the ultimate goal. The “Ultimate” goal I’m referring to is growing old with your mate with kids and grandkids etc. So why are we not striving for this goal? Its all programmed in us to have someone. Some of us have lots of relationship searching for that special someone, and some of us don’t even waste the time.

My question is with all the goals you set, money, car, education, etc when do you decide that you will find that special person?

What if you found this person when you where 16, and everybody told you:

You’re too young, you want to have a kid, you haven’t even finished high school. These are also the same people that say you never know when you find love. So you don’t have this person now and you are constantly in search for the feeling that you had with him/her.

Lets talk about: Love, love is just an emotion, love does NOT conquer all. Its just like being sad or happy; its exactly the same. Just like this person you told you love when you were 16, then you turn 23 and say: “That doesn’t count I was young and didn’t know what love really meant.” BULLSHIT. You know what love is at the youngest of ages, stop putting so much on LOVE. When in reality it’s the PERSON that you are in the relationship with that makes you want to grow not an emotion. Love is just the word you use to express/describe the feeling you get when your with her/him.

When do I decide that Im done with dating? Do I actually decide? Or do I meet someone that changes my mind?

Somebody let me know why we put so much effort in to getting rich. Imagine if we put that much effort into our relationships!

In conclusion, be open and take everything/everyone for its worth. Don’t say what you wont do, and don’t listen to anyone, follow your heart ignore your mind, and be happy.

Passion

I seek the ability to look into your eyes and see us
So close to you that we breathe in sync
Close my eyes and push my love thru my lips
While my eyes are closed the fire burns in the pit of my stomach
Abstract art floats through my head
Cant put in words the feeling I seek
When our eyes finally open the fire remains
Heart like the drums of the motherland
My eyes well seep through you, while you allow me to penetrate without motion
Your smile supplies the earths glow
I Love US; slight whisper from my lips
You complete me; whisper from the curves of the queens mouth
I Thank You
You Thank Me
Was I even breathing? I crave this feeling.

5 Letter Word

5 Letter Word

This
Thing
is Pure
Its Pleasant
Professional
Oh so passionate
Its piercing
Promiscuous
So good to me Its paralyzing
And utterly patient

This
Thing
destroyed lives
Its Unique
Urban
Unanimously loved
Undeniable
Never undesirable
Unconditional
No No No its not Ugly
But sometimes unaffordable

This
Thing
Creates lives
Its so Seductive
Soft
Sexy
Sharp
Seasoned
very Secure
Slick
Sometimes Social
Succulent
Scrumptious
I love when
It Smiles
I make it Sing
Its Superb

This
Thing
is the good evil
It makes us Yearn
Keeps you
Youthful
hopefully not Yucky
makes some want to Yell!

In So many Words
Its Basically:
Powerful
Understanding
Strong
Sweet
& Yummy.

Most Of All
Beautiful.